First Year is Donnnnnne

WOW its been a long time since I have written a blog post here, i've just been so busy with life, I've literally had no time to come on here and write a post. but now that I have finished with uni for this year and I pasted woop woop i'm on summer hoildays I might aswell catch you up on what happened during the last months of uni

Part 1
Second term started after Christmas and to be honest I do have to say this wasn't really my favourite term at all, it was a bit emotional I do have to say, particularly becuz of the same particular boy orange juice which I absolutely regret wasting my tears on, he was just not worth it at all, its kinda funny now remembering it all, and how upset I was about it all, on the way he was acting towards me. I just think yh he was being a dick towards me and everything but he really wasn't worth it like he is an actual hoe he's tried to get with nearly half the girls in my uni now, like im just confused, even girls that are not even his type he got with (the white girl for example). so i dunno if it was just for sex or whatever but he was just a major hoe after we had our thing. But thats uni boys for ya, which I quickly learned from, every boy in my uni are hoes, literally like my friend, A, she was doing a thing with orange juices friend and later we had found out he had a girlfriend the whole time, like he was in a proper relationship and everything. but he's relationship with he's girlfriend ended up being reallu messed up cos we found out he was just using her for money cos she was really rich, which is soo sad on the girl's part cos it seemed like she really liked him, she was in love with him, and the whole time he was just using her he's words where "i thought i covered my tracks it was just so easy" (thats when the girl found out he was doing a thing with my friend), she would always pay for their trips out together and she would buy him all these expensive presents, she even lied to her parents that she went on hoilday with him because they are really strict and especially because he was  black to and her parent wouldn't like that at all (she's from saudi arabia). she even lost her virginity to him and whats kinda peak is she ended up getting chlamydia from him, which means he must of been hooking up with another girl and not just my friend because she sure didn't give him chlamydia so he must of got it from another girl, seee these boys are just hoes!!!

There are some good guys in my uni but very few, to be honest i think uni is really not the place for a relationship it just not the right environment to have a relationship in, because there's always going to be another girl or whateever and boys can not be trusted in uni.
 
Its kinda weird cos Orange juice  wasn't really like that when I first met him he was kinda lowkey (unless he was just really good at hiding his hoeish activities) so I dunno what changed with him after first term,  he would wait for me and my friends after the club to chill and stuff, not in that way (well a bit in that way but none of  the sexing cos i aint a heo like that)  he was kinda emphasis on the "kinda" sweet to me in first term like he would call me and stuff and not even late at night at ridicuous hours, we would just like have a proper conversation and all, so he was cool back then, its funni cos i think most of the girls he has ended up getting with has sex with him straight away, im just soo glad i never had sex with him because i know i would have regretted it soooo much especially because it was my first time an all, and he just dosen't deserve my V card at all. Second term just seemed really bad for him cos he was just getting in loads of fights with people particularly with this one guy called tobenna (code name) over just petty things like football (they were on the same football team in uni) like i can't remember exactly what happened but at one the house parties all of us where at i think tobenna must have pushed him or somthin then fist where throwing everywhere and the party got locked off and everything, and the weird thing is not even orange juice friends where by his side to help him they literally just went off, looool we actually ended up going with them, back to their halls. He's own friends left him by himself.

Well technically he wasn't by himself, this is where chess board(code name) comes into the picture, this white girl (who im kinda friends with  not really close friends with ) just comes out of nowhere trying to help him out and everything like he knew him and at that point she didn't, she was literally by he's side the whole time after the fight, she was on him mannn.
later down the line (a couple of months later) they start hooking up due to "the femster" (code name) reintroducing them and apparently chess board had a huge crush on him (even though she said she had a crush on tobenna first), side note im actually getting sick and tired of girls gassing this boy up cos he aint shit man like peeps gotta come down man like he aint that fine tho, hes alright, i guess no supermodel he needs to sit down pleasssse. Anyway, so they start hooking up like she had sex with him multiple, she even gave him head in the disabled toilets in the LIBARY, like really, mind you everyone did say she was a hoe as well, like she has had sex with virtually the whole of ACS.
Sometimes i do find it a bit awks when she talks about him, like she even asked me if i had a thing with him obvs i denied everything and said we literally did nothing we are just friends nothing happened between us. cos to be honest im now kinda embrassed that I got with him cos he's turned into a massive hoe. i just don't think he is capable of having proper feeling at all like the day he gets a girlfriend im gone congratulate him thats a major milestone in he's life, (but apparently he has had one, im yet to believe that, he probs cheated on her) omg imagine if he gets married loooooooool when pigs fly.

So anyway apparently she initiated it all, and come on, no boy is gonna turn now sex especially him of all people, and the funni thing is he actied like he didn't know her at the jelly's (code name) house party like he was dancing and chatting to so many girls *yawnnnnnn* (this boy is not prestige at all he would literally get with a dog if it had a vagina.
but apparently she said that few days after the party he asked her to come over and obvs she said yes, and obvs it was only for one thing and we all know what that is.
I really wish I could read he's mind i just don't get him at all he's very confusing to me, like we are kinda cool now like we said hi and everythang at jelly party, but sometimes i feel like he still can't talk to be properly like he does with my friend, theres still just a bit of awkwardness there which i don't understand why, cos it wasn't really that deep like we didn't have a relationship we didn't even have sex so why is he still awks around me cos im cool like not gonna lie sometimes i do still get butterflies from time to time when somebody brings  his name up or i see him, it was so weird cos at work (im back at my old store now in london) i saw somebody who looked exactly like him and i got butterflies, forgoddness sake i need to stop this now!! cos im over wanting to get back with him cos he's ewwwww, so i just don't understand why my heartt still flutters sometimes.

Second year shall be very interesting lets see what next girl will give in to he's devilish ways.
Also side note whats still funni is he still tries to avoid watching my snaps which I don't get (note yes i deleted him before like back in march or something cos he was being a dick then i re-added him cos where kinda cool now and its not that deep, like i don't really care for him anymore im  99% sure i won't go back (still that 1%) but im defo sure i aint going there again.

Oh back to the whole situation when he got bottled, well we found out what really happened (he lied at first and said he got bottled cos of drugs, i wonder why he lied to my friend, i bet it was because he knew that she was going to tell me) well this is what really happened, he had hooked up with this black  girl called T-essex (code name) another gurl he hooked up with just sex, like she literally had sex with him straight away, she didn't even make him work for it, she literally just opened her legs. Anyway little did he know she had a boyfriend who was some next uncle or something he was major old, and he was some roadman, and he found out that she had sex with orange juice, so he made t-essex take him to orange juice's halls and so thats how he found out where he lived and he got bottled. and now he still has a massive scar on his face. I do feel really bad for him cos it looks like one of those scars that I doubt will ever go away he's literally going to have to live with it forever tbh it doesn't even look that bad,like it kinda suits him, but still to get bottled is not nice at all imagine the pain he was in thats not cool, its all her fault she shouldn't  have got with somebody else knowing that u have a boyfriend with anger issues and knowing what he is capable of , she put somebody else's life in danger it could have ended up sooo bad!!! she kinda honey trapped him in a way cos she led her boyfriend to beat up orange juice and not cool at all.

The horrible thing about it all she still goes on about it, all the time like how she got with orange juce and stuff she is obssessed with him. she tweets about him like all the time.
even though he has literally blocked her on everything snapchat, whatspp etc. Apparently she even tried contacting orange juice through her friends phone, like calling him out and stuff, she is psyco and needs to get over the boy. cos he don't like you mannnn leave the boy alone
I forgot to mentioned I ended up seeing him a couple weeks after the whole bottling situation and finding out about the white girl and he was sooooooo awkard he literally couldn't even look me in the eye like he was embrassed or something he was able to speak to my friend Carry (code name) but not me even when i said hi and stuff looooooool i find it soo funny now, cos still now hes a little bit awks like different from he's usual cocky loud self.

But anyway im done with boys in my uni even though  I only got with one that was enough for me, he had so much drama gosh, but yhhhhh no boys for me in second yr just friendship *thumbs up* they just come with too much baggage, and i cannot be bothered with that. i just want second year to be all about me cos its the last yr before I go out for placement yr so I want to go all out, and have much fun as possible. im not going to cry over no boy, if i do cry it will be about being stressed over uni work and stuff        

Part 2 coming next.........

A New Age A new me

So Im currently watching the clock and I only have 2mins left of being a teenager for the rest of my life, this is crazy where did the time go, Im going to be 20 in less than a mintute, Im currently at home back from uni for reading week however

unfinshed.